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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Old time friends

Well tonight been a good night, good dinner and good food. Got this call out of the blue from a friend of mine which I thought I would never see again. Well we used to have dispute 3 years ago and I thought thats the end of the friendship.

But today Im glad to received his call although Im in clinic again *dang*. But his call cheers me up, well abviously im not gay * or am I ??* ahahaha. I sure do miss him, Ice called me out for dinner and we hang out at a Thai restaurant chit chat and have a couple of booze. Dig back all the good old times we spend together and laugh about the stupid things be used to do. Things sure do changed after 3 years. Ice changed, not all but have a better temper and more focus on what he do and want.

Life been tough its like on and off thingy but still able to manage it. I guess its all gonna pass and tomorrow always will be a better day, well I guess thats the least I can do for now. As for work, ermmm doesnt goes very well. Just can do my best and hope that dont have to shut the entire operation down cause that the only things I have now. Dont even dare to think of losing my job for this moment. This is life I guess, sometimes shit do turns sour and we cant do anything about it.

posted by Zibert81 @ 10:04 AM  0 Comments

Friday, May 11, 2007

Memories of an Angel

A thought we shared,
A life we lived,
A love we had that I never forget,

Good and bad times we pull it through,
Till the day our love gone tough,
A broken heart a tears I shed,
Though love can have much pain,

But for knowing and loving you so much I gained,
God's fairest child an Angel I have known,
My soul you have touched my heart you have lighten,

Good-bye my love,
Although we are over,
But always I will remember,

For the love we once had so much,
For all the adventures we've been through,
And all the first time that we have put together,

Since my heart is all shattered,
Now I guess only memories I sheltered,
Till the day we meet again,
Hope that our love will once regained.

posted by Zibert81 @ 12:24 PM  0 Comments

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Saved a life today

Woke up middle of the night today and it reminds me of my childhood experiance that nearly tooked my life. Asthma, strikes again tonight but the victim is not me. It was my housemate who was sleeping and started to cough badly. After about an hour of coughing he starts to feel difficult to breath and have the whistling sound whenever he take a breath.

It quickly reminds me of my childhood nemesis, yes Asthma strikes again and I took him all the way to clinic because he fell like the air cant reach his lungs and felt dizzy. So I knew he is having problem cause oxygen are not delivered to his brain. We rushed to clinic and the doctor quickly put in on a machine and some medication for him to breath which helps to expand his lungs.

At that moment, my childhood fears comes back and I have all this flashback the night it nearly took my life away. I started to have goosebumps around my neck whenever I think of it. Then I stay with my housemate for a while in the surgery room until I slowly see him recovering and starts to breath easily.

Im glad he is alright now, Cause these things strike without warning and sometimes when no one is around you just feel so helpless and you cant even scream for help cause you are running out of air. The feeling is like diving with an empty tank, no matter how hard you suck the air it just doesnt reach ur lungs. (Divers will know that kind of feeling).

Well I guess life is short, learn to cherish what you have in life and the people that you loved and loves you. Cause you dont know when you are going to lose them. But Im glad tonight I did saved my housemate's life. Ohh yeah it has been 2 years plus since I last drove a manual car, and tonight I guess i perform very well. Drive like a pro so thumbs up for myself.

posted by Zibert81 @ 10:28 AM  0 Comments

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